My Jessie Journal:: Hi Sweet Pea! Today marks 17 weeks…feels like 17 years. Our doctor says we 
are in the “reality” phase…a phase I don’t like and is so hard for my heart to embrace. But I get up and I walk knowing you are holding my hand. Thank you for always being there for your “daddy”…I feel like the weak one and you are now the strong one. If I only had 17 words to say to you this is what they would be…
I love you! I cherish memories & miss your smile/touch. I will NEVER EVER GIVE UP!
xoxo, daddy