My Jessie Journal:: Hi Sweet-Pea!!! I sure hope you are doing great. I wonder what you actually are 
doing and what Heaven is really like. I can’t wait to see you. I was hoping on Monday when I had my shoulder surgery and they put me to sleep and I would see you…wishful thinking=))). Just a daddy with a broken heart wanting to see his little girl.Shaya used a picture of you for a photography class assignment this week…it was just of your eyes. Eyes tell everything. They can communicate good or bad. Sad or happy. Hurt or hope. They say “eyes” are the window to a persons soul. If that is true then your soul is so beautiful. God blessed you with some amazing blue/gray eyes that would light up a room in seconds and my heart. It was your eyes that told me you were going to heaven that day.
doing and what Heaven is really like. I can’t wait to see you. I was hoping on Monday when I had my shoulder surgery and they put me to sleep and I would see you…wishful thinking=))). Just a daddy with a broken heart wanting to see his little girl.Shaya used a picture of you for a photography class assignment this week…it was just of your eyes. Eyes tell everything. They can communicate good or bad. Sad or happy. Hurt or hope. They say “eyes” are the window to a persons soul. If that is true then your soul is so beautiful. God blessed you with some amazing blue/gray eyes that would light up a room in seconds and my heart. It was your eyes that told me you were going to heaven that day.
Darn that day still haunts me. I go over and over your treatment plan wondering what I could have done more of. More prayer. More meds. More doctors. More natural stuff….then I realize that I couldn’t have done anything more because God desired you home with him. You needed true rest for your body. Rest that only He could provide you. Rest that restores all to original beauty. I know when I see you again you will be fully restored and your eyes will tell me…”I’m good daddy”.
Miss you tons, love you more, see you in a wink…I promise!
xoxo,
Daddy
PS: Please ask God to send His healing angels to my friend Stacie’s home. She needs a special visit.