My Jessie Journal:: Hi Sweet-Pea! I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!! 2 years ago we noticed your lazy eye and saw the doctor. How I wish it was just a weak eye muscle that needed to be strengthened. 
That would have been so great but as we discovered on March 3rd it was a crazy tumor pressing on your nerve. Our lives forever changed that day.
I’m having one of those “get mad at God” days. I know He owes me nothing and I’m suppose to just “Trust” Him but seeing your sister & bro hurting sucks. They are so innocent and now have to walk with a “limp” the rest of their lives that no ones sees. Everyone around them thinks they are “over it” and life is back to normal. We will never get “over” you being gone. So today my words are few Jess…
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
eskimo kisses,
daddy