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My Jessie Journal:: Hi Sweet Pea, it’s daddy! It’s been 2,387 days until we were last together=(. I hate cancer so much…it sucks the life out of people and out of those left in it’s wake!!! I just wish I could replay these days that have been forever stained by cancer and be our family of five again. Yes, it’s very selfish but I just want our family back together Jess like this picture shows. I want to be able to take a new family photo. I want you at college enjoying life. I want mommy, Shaya and JT to stop hurting. People no longer can see our hurt but it’s there. I think that is just how we all cope with our “new normal”. Life just moves on so we have learned to move on as best as we can. Thankfully we get to move on with you in our hearts and on our minds. We all think of you many times a day and embrace your NEGU spirit the best we can and try to help others do the same. We are all addicted to creating smiles for kids, sibs and parents in the midst of their pain, worry and fear. We never want a family to feel alone and always loved and encouraged. Thankfully we “get to” do this as a family. It has become very clear to all of us that our new purpose in life is to help others in pain. Thanks for showing us the way Jess!