My Jessie Journal:: Ring…ring…ring….Hello. “Hi Daddy, it’s Jessie.” Hi, Sweet-Pea…everything ok?
“Everything is great daddy. I just wanted to call and tell you I love you.”
Thank you so much…I LOVE YOU TOO. I miss you so much.
“I know daddy, but remember it’s just a wink until we are together again.”
I know Jess, just wish it would be as fast as a human wink.
“Daddy, remember when I was fighting cancer and you always told me to trust God?”
I sure do…
“Now it’s your time to trust God and hold on to the hope of Heaven.”
You are so right! I’m doing the best I can.
“I know you are daddy. I see you everyday praying and doing your best to spread JOY to kids and families like I asked you to.”
We all are doing anything and everything.
“Sunday is Father’s Day daddy…I’m sorry I won’t be with you physically. I love this picture of when I shaved your head on Father’s Day morning.”
Thanks Jess…Maybe I’ll shave my head again on Sunday in honor of you…I love that you are always with me in spirit.
Did you see where I was Monday morning Jess?
“I sure did daddy. I know it was hard for you to be back in the funeral home helping your friend with his mothers celebration of life service. You did great daddy.”
Thanks Sweet Pea…it was super hard being back in that place. I hadn’t thought about it since we had you there but the smell and pictures on the walls brought me back to it all of the pain and feelings so fast.
“Daddy you know where I am now so hold on to that every time you think of those sad moments. I’m doing great and think of you, mommy, Shaya and JT everyday. “
We think of you everyday too!
“Daddy…”
Yes, Jess…
“I need to go and do my work here…Happy Father’s Day!”
Have fun Sweet Pea…miss you tons…love you more…see you soon!
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