My Jessie Journal:: Hi Sweet Pea! It’s daddy…I’m sitting on the couch writing to you today with Mr. Moe next to me=). Like me, he misses you a ton too. I remember the day you found him in Texas and used your money to buy him as your dog. All mommy and I wanted was you to be happy and he brought so much joy to your life. For 8 months you two were inseparable. He laded with you, sat by your feet, gave you tons of kisses and would always greet you at the door with excitement. He was great medicine for you in so many ways. I love this picture of you two.
He was so upset the day you moved to Heaven. It was like he knew something was wrong and he couldn’t help you. He is much bigger now but still a bundle of joy to all of us. He loves swimming in the pool and chasing balls. He makes me think of you, which I love=).
Another thing I love is talking about YOU!!! Yesterday I was interviewed for a magazine and while I’m the one that normally cries when talking about your fight with cancer the interviewer did. Your story touches so many lives and inspires so many people. I hope the story inspires more people to want to help us spread hope, joy and love to more kids. That would be incredible!
I love you SO much Jess! I miss you countless times a day. I want you back so bad. I want to talk to you. I want to hold you. I want to kiss you. I want to tuck you in bed. I want to make your lunch. I want to watch you swim. I want to see you drive. I want to meet your boyfriend=). I want my soul to stop screaming. I want mommy, Shaya and JT to have their lives back. Cancer took so much from us. I will keep writing to you and holding on to the hope of Heaven and seeing you again. Hope is a powerful medicine too…it helps me in so many ways.
See you in a wink!!!
xoxo
daddy
