My Jessie Journal:: Hi Sweet Pea, it’s Daddy! Few words today…I was looking back at photos this morning and this one made it hard to swallow. I hadn’t seen it for a long time but I remember it like yesterday. We were at the beach…you needed to sit down and close your eyes because you were getting dizzy from the tumor. Then you said…”Daddy, can you feel the sun on your face?” I remember saying…”Yep!” But I truly didn’t care about the sun on my face…I remember studying your face…like I had to make a mental map of every detail…just so I wouldn’t ever forget it. You are so beautiful Jess…inside and out. I miss your presence so much I can’t find words to describe the depth. Father’s Day was really hard one this year…I just MISS YOU…I want to HOLD YOU so bad…I want to HEAR YOU laugh so loud…just know I LOVE YOU to the moon and back. I see your face!!!