My Jessie Journal:: Hi sweet-pea! I miss you so much. I think about you constantly. It’s been 10 weeks and it feels like 10 minutes. Counseling is good but it just makes me realize how much I miss you. Some days are easier than others and I still remain “peacefully empty”. Peace…because you are cancer free, pain free and fully alive. You can see again, hear again, walk normal and have your amazing blonde hair back. Empty…because I miss you!!!How are you? I would give everything I have to hear you answer that question. Oh how I wish God would just allow me to peak at you but that’s not going to happen. So, Iike you did so innocently, I trust God! I ask him countless times a day to care for you as He cares for me, mommy, Shaya and JT.Your JoyJars are screaming out the JoyFactory. Ms. Gina, Diana, Jana and Tina are working with the most amazing volunteers keeping up with all of the requests. You would be so proud of them. They make sure “no air” and no “cheesy” toys. Speaking of toys, wonderful people from all around the world are send toys to us. You are making such a positive impact in 87 children’s hospitals. I love being known as “Jessie’s Daddy”.
We have exciting things planned for your 13th bday. You new website is going to have fun games and activities for courageous kids. We are also trying super hard to get 200,000 fans by then so we can get this amazing donation. $25,000…that would help so much!!!
Miss you much…love you more!!! xoxo, daddy
