My Jessie Journal:: Hi Sweet-Pea!!! 8 months=(. Today is so bitter-sweet…JT started 5th grade and 
you were suppose to start 8th grade. I was suppose to make 3 lunches but only two. I think I will make 3 and eat yours. Just more of those “1st” that brings home the fact that you won’t be walking through the front door of our home anytime soon. I sure hope you walk through the front door of my heart soon….It needs a visit really bad. I think of this time that we took you for prayer at church…I SOOOOO wanted God to heal you!!!
I wish I was in the writing mood but I would just be faking it, which I can’t. Today is just short and sweet. I love you. I miss you. I’m sorry cancer took you. I wish I could have you back. I wish I could have switched places with you. I wish mommy’s heart didn’t hurt so bad. I wish I could stop JT’s pain. I wish Shaya could be the role model she always dreamed of. I wish nana and papa would hold you. I wish Kimmy still had you to hug. I wish Uncle T could hear your voice. I wish Tanta and Bob could take you for another boat ride. I wish Moe had his buddy back. I wish I could see your smile. I just flat out miss you Jess. They say time heals…I think time reveals just how much we love you and miss you.
See you in a wink!
xoxo,
daddy