My Jessie Journal:: Hi Sweet-Pea!!! Another week and my love for you burns stronger than ever. I 
miss you soooooo much.
I really love this picture mommy took of you and I that day in the waiting room. You were not feeling well, having a hard time walking and just were physically and emotionally tired of the fight. What makes my heart burst with love is you allowed me to comfort you in the midst of your pain. The dream and desire of any parent is to be there for their child in the good and bad. To be a safe place of refuge and rest. Thank you for allowing me to be a safe place that day. You had many safe places to seek comfort like mommy and Aunt Kimmy. Then there was your constant companion Mr. Moe. I just cherish the fact that God allowed me to be your daddy. What a honor Sweet Pea!!!
As you probably know, I choose pictures that match my hearts “hope”. Sometimes they are pics your smile or a great memory but this week my hearts hope has been for a Jessie “hug”. I know you are ok. I know you are safe. I know you are free of cancer. I just want to hug you.
So today I’m just going to hug as many people as I can and think of you each time=))). They won’t replace you but will help. I alway say, “hugs do the heart good”.
Monday is your big golf tournament. Over 200 people are playing to support your “wish” and help raise the money for the 20,000 Holiday JoyJars. I will see Cade and Bella and give them big “hugs” from you. They miss you too.
I love to the moon and back.
xoxo,
daddy “hug”