My Jessie Journal:: Hi Sweet Pea…it’s daddy! I’m sitting here sipping my coffee and thinking about you, your face, your smile, your voice, your laugh and your eyes. You can tell so much about a person just from their face…without words you can tell if a person is happy, sad, mad, thinking, etc. I loved holding your face and telling your… “I love you”. I miss your face so much! I hatted cancer so much for taking away your precious and perfect face. That stupid tumor made it hard for you to smile and move the right side of your face.
Once those things started happening your friends started disappearing….you couldn’t help what cancer was doing to you…they just didn’t know what to say…as you used to tell me…fighting cancer is lonely. I truly think that feeling of loneliness is what drove you to help the kids that couldn’t leave the hospital. I love this picture of you delivering your JoyJars at City of Hope. You loved that wagon and handing out each one of your special JoyJars. Crazy to think about we have now handed out over 160,000…wow! All because of you Jess!!!
Did you see we have the chance to win $75,000 for DSW Shoes online at www.shoeloverscare.com? We are in 2nd place right now and only have 5 days to go. I’ve been doing everything I can to get people to vote…it takes 10 seconds. You used to love playing dress up and wearing high heels=))). You would go into our closet and find the ones with the highest heels. Dang…just that thought made me take a hard swallow and feel my eyes will up with liquid. I hadn’t thought about you playing dress up for some time. I’m going to go find some of those pictures so I can bring greater clarity to the photos swirling around in my mind.
Jess, please ask the Big Guy to send me as much wisdom as He can. We have some big decisions to make about your foundation and I need wisdom. I’m sure now that your smile is fully restored you can get Him to help me. Thank Sweet Pea!!!
Well, time to go vote and try to get others to vote. These funds would help us spread JOY in so many ways…
Miss you tons…love you way MORE…see you in a wink! I Promise!!!
xoxo,
daddy
