My Jessie Journal:: Hi Sweet-Pea, it’s daddy. I truly hope this message of love places a massive smile on your face. I heart smiles every time I think of you…sometimes it’s followed with tears but I know you want all of us smiling. You have the best smile ever!!! Yesterday I was at CHOC delivering JoyJars and NEGU PowerPacks to kids fighting cancer. They were all full of smiles. A few nurses talked about how we were able to get the kids to come out of their sadness…WOW! That’s what you wanted Jess…hope, joy and love going to kids that were lonely and limited like you were. Some other nurses started crying when they saw me…their tears were full of love for you and our family. They thanked us for keeping your dream alive.
One room in the infusion center was hard for me to go into because it was the room you had last had your chemo. I looked at the picture on my phone of you in the chair and felt like it was yesterday you were sitting there. Nothing had changed. Then I looked at the next picture on my phone and it was you and you little buddy Bella in the same room. I love this photo of you two. Bella looked up to you and used your strength to be powerful too. She is doing better and yesterday we gave her a NEGU Room Makeover. She loved it. She actually had this same picture framed in her room where she can see it all of the time. Like me, she talks to you nightly. I hope she finds comfort and power from you Jessie. I do.
I hope you have met Talia who joined you a day ago. She is an amazing little girl that loved helping people put make-up on. I know you were never into make-up but I bet you too are already hanging out. You both have the same middle name…JOY! You both are still giving out JOY to others even if you are not hear.
Please thank God for giving you your amazing “Smile” that brightens my day and millions of others around the world. I found this quote and it reminded me of you…”You were not born into the world to do everything, but to do the ONE thing God created you to do.” I’m confident on Jan 5, 2012 you heard…”Well done good and faithful little Servant.” You were both Good and Faithful…that is all God asks of us. Time to get ready to go put more smiles on faces.
I love & miss you soooooooooooooooooooo much!
Kisses & hugs!
daddy